THROUGH MY WORK in spiritual direction, I find that many people have a
fear of abandonment. As an only child, I felt that fear especially when
my parents would go out for an evening. I didn’t know if I could trust
the promise that my parents would return because of the lurking fear
that one night they wouldn’t – and I’d be alone always.
Understandably, I find comfort in Jesus’ promise of promises: “I will not leave you desolate; I will come to you” (John
14:18,
RSV). In seminary I knew who my favorite theologian would be the day my
professor said that Karl Barth’s God was the one who made and kept
promises.
My favorite place as a boy was climbing to the highest branch of the
cherry tree in our yard. … In that tree I would dream that someday a
tree house might reside there. One
Sunday
the minister shared Jesus’ promise to “prepare a place for you” (John
14:3). I knew a better translation: “I go to build a tree house for
you.”
This image has remained throughout the years, and I encountered
another scripture passage that completed my childhood portrait. I would
move in, and there would be a knock on my tree house door. There he
would be as promised. He would say, “I will come in to you and eat with
you, and you with me” (Rev.
3:20).
Even today while receiving Communion, this image of playing house together returns. It’s all about being able to trust promises.
– Personal Spiritual Direction
Becoming Who God Wants You to Be